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America ([personal profile] fifty) wrote2015-05-12 04:39 am

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To be made pretty later.
keepscalm: (109❦beseige all kinds of blood)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't put her at unnecessary risk, I assure you. [And he'll definitely be doing his best to continue not doing that, after everything he's seen today.

And that, thinking of that in conjunction with the tunnels — he sees Sealand again. He sees the three of them in the hospital, and him warning Sealand not to run off, holding Sealand's hand as they explore so that he doesn't go outside. He sees Sealand safe, just for that one little thing...

And America stays with them, also heeding Sealand's safety, and doesn't nearly (but he does, at the same time, England sees both outcomes) get consumed by a monster while wandering on his own.

He sees Sealand sitting with him, right now.

His expression, previously blank as the images hit him, becomes pained. Before he thinks better of it, he cautions America.]
You'd better be careful, as well.
keepscalm: (058❦accusing you of injury)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[A scoff.] No you aren't, or I wouldn't need to say it. I'm serious, don't do anything foolish trying to get through the tunnels.

[He can already see America freezing to death in the long, dark stretches of the tunnels or tripping and being skewered on an ice spire. Literally.]
keepscalm: (027❦darkness which the blind do see)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Just the same, England is having some real trouble concealing the worry in his eyes. When he reaches up to try and rub some of the stress from one of his temples, behind his eyelids are flickers of other times he's seen America bending under the weight of their circumstances. But if England had been more supportive — a kind word, an embrace...

He sets his jaw and squeezes his eyes shut even tighter, hoping it will blank out the hallucinations of intimacy. At least it just looks like unspecified stress on camera.]
Just— those bloody tunnels are trouble. I'd prefer to see you in one piece.

[His words are weary. He doesn't really want to fight.]
keepscalm: (027❦begins a journey in my head)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[After everything he's seen today, England isn't completely confident about that second part. He heaves a sigh and opens his eyes again, though they're still focused elsewhere than the tablet.] You always say that.
keepscalm: (102❦I sometime hold my tongue)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Not always. [That really goes without saying at this point, but of course, England has to say it.]
keepscalm: (036❦I may not evermore acknowledge thee)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmn. [That's a very lofty claim, but arguing it would require too much nuance, and England is afraid of what he might see in the process. Even that much thought gives him visions of war; wars they've been in together, wars between them...

Maybe it would have turned out "fine" in the end if England had handled it differently.

He rubs at one of his eyes for no particular reason.]
That's no reason not to be careful.
keepscalm: (059❦your image in some antique book)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[England is too distracted with his prior visions to become indignant. He just distantly offers:] Some of us don't need to be saved.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-22 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a tinge of confusion in England's eye. Though his mind is obviously still elsewhere for the most part, he finds a mote of wry disbelief to offer.] You think I'm going to be a hero?
keepscalm: (042❦thus I will excuse thee)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-23 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think I'm particularly heroic. [Not the way America so often seems to conceptualise "heroes," anyway. When England can see how many ways he could have handled his past conflicts better, he doesn't feel like he deserves such a title.

But he says it with some sarcasm, of course, so that it's hopefully harder to tell whether he's doubting himself or just America's silly ideals.]
keepscalm: (022❦in thee Time's furrows I behold)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-23 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, you're right! America says instead, and England needs a moment to remember what America actually said and not what England imagined.

He clears his throat and transparently pretends not to be bothered.]
Well. Thank you, I suppose.

Which reminds me — while we're on the topic of "good stuff" — are you still missing proper gloves?

[Yes England is trying to change the subject don't look at him.]
keepscalm: (008❦they do but sweetly chide thee)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-23 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Ginger gave me a pair of mittens and a fair amount of yarn. Keep an eye out, but I'll start working on a pair for you in the event that you can't find any before we meet.

[If America doesn't need them, England can always give them to someone else. He says this like it's no big deal, of course.]
keepscalm: (042❦thus I will excuse thee)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-23 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[England wishes America hadn't said that. The image of America with frostbitten and necrotic hands is almost immediate.

But we could always hold hands is a suggestion somewhere underneath, and that's almost worse, especially because England doesn't want to see how America might react to a suggestion like that.

England grimaces for more than one reason.]
Can't have that, can we? It's lucky for your fingers that you've got me around.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-04-23 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[England raises a hand to point a finger accusingly at his tablet.] Don't be presumptuous. I don't have to make anything for you.

[Of course, that's a bluff. They both know that England will, regardless. But he's serious about not taking him for granted!]

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