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America ([personal profile] fifty) wrote2015-05-12 04:39 am

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To be made pretty later.
keepscalm: (030❦I grieve at grievances foregone)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
It would be advantageous, yes. Particularly where the hospital is concerned, it's quite a trip from the tunnels to the nearest reliable source of food.

[England sounds as rational as can be, but he still stares at his tablet screen, fidgeting with the helpful little avatar in the corner. He's fashioned her into a fairy, and she watches as he tabs pointlessly back and forth through the posts he's been looking at. America's movements nag in his peripheral, but even that isn't enough to distract him from his mulling.

When he speaks again, there's a note of hesitation, because it's information that Miranda gave to him.]
...there should be a house nearby that has a stockpile, so I plan to add to it once we find it.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[That's an understatement. England supposes there had to be some trade-off for an area that actually has medicine.]

Just a few days' worth to start with. The current conditions are bloody awful, and it'll take longer to get back to the shop than it normally would. We don't want to risk running out of food on our way back.

I think we'll have a better idea of appropriate amounts when our mobility improves. [And after they've been doing it for a little while.]
keepscalm: (023❦replete with too much rage)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
You don't need any more bags. [England is cutting that off at the pass, an irritated edge to his tone.] I can manage another, but you've got plenty to carry as it is.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
You can't carry a car any more, idiot. I'm not going to drag your arse through the snow on a sled because you feel it's necessary to carry around every piece of rubbish we come across.

[England actually used to fantasise about America losing his freakish strength one day. He never thought it would somehow make America more annoying.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Think of how easily the monsters could catch us if we were yanking a sled around all the time. [England says it with a bit more venom than he really intends to.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[England tries not to feel bad about bursting America's bubble.] The point is, carrying too much is a liability, and I don't plan on showing up on the obituary because of something so foolish.

[He's really got death on the mind today. And he's sulking a bit, skimming Shepard's post and mourning the deaths of Miranda and Sealand, as well as the death of his ability to have a civil conversation with his own ally.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[England lets out a sound of frustration, finally tearing his gaze away from the tablet to glare at America, his voice forceful and imploring, and definitely rather frustrated.] I don't want it to happen to you, either, all right?

[His gaze lingers on America a moment longer, but it doesn't take him long to get embarrassed of his outburst and balance his tablet in his lap so he can rub his hands over his tired face.]
keepscalm: (109❦beseige all kinds of blood)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure Sealand and Miranda thought the same thing. [If he makes any attempt not to sound completely miserable about that, it fails utterly. And this is the first he's spoken of Miranda to America outside of telling him that someone unnamed had found Sealand.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[He said it without thinking. Of course America doesn't know who she is. England hid it from him, trying not to let on how bothered he was by the death of a stranger.

He takes a deep breath and massages his fingers over his temple, eyes shut as he tries to compose himself.]
The woman who found Sealand.

She died last night, after telling me that she found him. She didn't have time to make it back to safety.

[And even though she had her own agenda, England still can't help but feel some responsibility for it.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[England just lets out a mirthless scoff; not defensive, but definitely disbelieving.] That's what she said, as well.

[Even if he could absolve himself of the blame he's taken, she took a great weight off of his mind, and what did he do for her? He certainly wasn't able to help her.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[At that, for once, England falls silent. At first, it's simply because he doesn't have anything to say to that, but slowly he starts to allow the idea into his mind. And as he does, he starts to feel guiltier; her death wasn't about him, and here he is moping about it like a child, anyway. And he gave America her real name, which he's sure she wouldn't appreciate too much.

He sets his jaw, tiredly eyeing the fairy flitting about the corner of his tablet screen.]
...she's still dead.

[It's not really an argument. Even if he's not at fault, it's hard not to be affected by something like this.]
keepscalm: (109❦beseige all kinds of blood)

[personal profile] keepscalm 2015-11-23 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[You don't know that.

But England doesn't say that. America will never believe him, and he's already going to have enough of the possibility that Sealand might not come back when he tries to get to sleep tonight.]


So, does that mean that what happened to her doesn't matter?

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