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America ([personal profile] fifty) wrote2015-05-12 04:39 am

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To be made pretty later.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sex was easier than this.




England regrets thinking that. Though such intimacy seems very appealing when he feels so terribly alone. He sinks further into his scarf and hopes that the nature of his thoughts has not shown in his eyes too much.]
Under control. Of course. So— we'll see each other soon.

[That statement is unhelpful and England is not sure why he said it.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[England feels like he should say something else, something romantic about having America in his arms again or sharing a kiss or looking him in the eye in person, but he's still a bit too overwhelmed from offering his heart earlier.

He adjusts his scarf to a more normal position. He wishes he could stay on the line with America and suffocate the strange tinnitus of the emptiness inside of him, but he shouldn't distract America from his travels.]
Then...I suppose I'll talk to you later?

[He sounds very reluctant at the idea of hanging up.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[That sounds like an invitation. England scrambles to think of something relevant that isn't too soppy.] What did you want to do once we're back together?

[England didn't really have any travel plans beyond "make sure John is safe."]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well. England supposes that is technically an answer. He's glad he wasn't the only one considering it, and despite his own embarrassment, he bites his tongue not to laugh at America's reaction.] We could do that.
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's sort of sweet that America says that like it would be a given that he'd want to do it. England can't resist teasing him, hoping for a spot of normalcy as a distraction.] I didn't realise you'd miss me that much when I left.

[When he left to get John. Not when he died. He doesn't want to think about how much America might have missed him while he was dead.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Poor America. England can throw him a bone, he supposes.] I admit it may have crossed my mind once or twice, as well.

[When things weren't going to hell, anyway.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. [A brief pause.] ...perhaps it was more than once or twice. [A second bone! England is just feeling very generous today.

Or very lonely and he's hoping to feel closer to America however he can. Same thing.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-08-31 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[After all that fuss about I love you and all, England didn't expect America to say something so sweet. He lets out a disbelieving, embarrassed sort of laugh, soft and breathy as he looks away from the tablet.] Yeah. It's not quite the same without you.

[Especially now that they are considerably more attached than before.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-09-01 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
[England glances back to his screen to raise an eyebrow.] Really? Ginger is pretty warm.

[He's just joking, of course. He felt the same way when it was just him and Ginger, and that was even before...all this.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-09-01 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, of course. How foolish of me. [England's easy concession says as well as anything else that he knows what America means.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-09-01 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[America must be feeling very sentimental, indeed, to be saying all these things. England's saucy expression falls off his face, replaced with curiosity and some vulnerability.] "Always"?

[Maybe it shouldn't be a surprise. He does remember America saying some things that implied his feelings aren't necessarily recent, but it would be easy to say that sort of thing out of regret, without necessarily meaning it.]
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[personal profile] keepscalm 2016-09-01 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[England is pretty sure that most friends don't sleep tangled up in one another like they did, even before this. Though now England can't help but wonder about all those times America ended up in his bed at home because something supposedly frightened him.

He lifts a hand to the back of his neck, nervous energy buzzing beneath his skin and making him all the more aware of his missing sense.]
...you said decades. Didn't you?

[England was, admittedly, pretty foggy by that point.]

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